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漩涡

2011-09-01T13:33:00.000-07:00

有好一段时间没更新我的部落了，

最近都过着吊儿郎当的日子，

可是有时放松的过着生活也挺不错的，

可是也不能沉沦太久，

不然就真的会忘了自己了，

忘了自己到底该做什么，自己要的是什么，

能成沉沦可是要会回来。

有时想想当面对感情进退两难的时候，

有时想想当面对两个同时爱上你的女生，

那要怎么办？

哈哈。。。别去想还是最好的。

我又回到我该走该前进的轨道了，

朝自己定下的目标前进。

加油了。

算“了”。。。。。。。。。。吧

2011-06-24T02:40:00.001-07:00

珍惜的但却勿惜了，

不属于的却属于了，

也许后悔却失去了，

该珍惜时却忘记了，

失去了但却遗憾了。

结论：失去了，后悔了，不是你的了；

珍惜了，付出了，还是归零了；

那一切就算了吧。

不再想了，耐性没了；

不再要了，一切去了；

忘记使了，痛苦过了；

经验有了，不再痛了；

回忆锁了，档案关了。

李津哲学家说过我们是生活在梦中，还是人生原本就是一场梦？

这种思维向前一步，就能引导我们进入理性的哲学范軇；

退后一步，就会落入原始思维的怪圈里。但我觉得人生如戏，有高潮和低潮，

情感丰富的运用表现了生活中的真实感，但戏是虚构的，人还是主导自己各自的戏，

开心的结局还是悲伤的结局，一切就看你怎么去拿捏。

成长往往是一个痛苦的过程，因而有人会逃避成长；我们会喜欢最好的机会，但也会同时面对这些机会时感到恐惧。勇敢面多，还是最好的选择，但人的内心还是脆弱的。

我们不是马斯洛心理学家，能领悟，能勇敢面对，但面对还是最后的选择。

面对不是最艰难，接受才是最难受的，

有机会选择，每个人都想重新来多一次吧？但却只有一次。好好珍惜！

Realise....

2011-06-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

After so long time ,we had been separate and now fate bring us meet up again,

I dont know whether this is coincidence or god want to play a game to me to let me growing or what,sometime I really feel want to fuck off,but it's hard.

But since yesterday,I feel like I m seriously have to get off all of this troublesome away,try to get myself away from troublesome.What I should do now ?The answer would be push my study my top hills and never regret myself.So, I m not gonna to think this relationship stuff anymore,come on man ,try to be a mature guy .okay?haha....talk to myself....anyway,time fly could make all the thing all the question mark come the truth and answer.

UQ I m coming to you....keep a seat for me pls!haha...

try not to bring a joy to anyone and end up myself like a fool.

原来

2011-04-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

原来。。。

原来，我还不够成熟。

也不知最近为何自己会变得这么的沉沦，从小到大都没经验过的。

这种感觉好怪好怪。

考验接种而来，有时可说是好事，有时是坏事，但坏的占其大部分。

姐开的条件，哥的失望，哥的回来，时间一秒一秒嘀嗒嘀嗒的过去。

最近认识了一些新朋友，一个真的让我欣赏的人。

他教了我很多东西，每次的喝茶聊天，都让我好像长大了一次，

还很愿意无条件的帮助我。

没想到世间好友将的朋友。敬佩。

铭记于心！

错综复杂

2011-04-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

所谓的

情场说痴话，其实只是无罪的谎话；

情场说情话，其实只是场面的痴话；

情场说梦话，其实只是自己的庚话；

情场说真话，其实只是自杀的傻话。

恋爱是小孩的渴望，爱情是青年追求的欲望，感情是熟男的奢望；

所谓的

谈恋爱就是满嘴搽上厚厚的蜂蜜，在电话里说上无尽的情话；

爱情就是青年在连续剧里的渴望，渴望能拥有轰轰烈烈，若曼迪克的经历；

稳定的感情就是熟男看破的追求，想拥有稳定的感情好让自己能稳定下来；

过程到最后还是一样。

年龄？种族？信仰？

的差异都是人们看不透的真实还是虚拟阻隔呢？

有人真的能不再呼这些嘛？还是里头却隐藏着别的呢？

这世界各式各样的人好多，

前一分钟是情人，下一分钟竟是无情的敌人，

凡是留人一步，他日好相见。

希望

2011-04-05T13:05:00.000-07:00

没错的话，好事离我不远了。

笨！

F,o,r,g,e,t

2011-03-21T11:54:00.000-07:00

爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了

吃不能吃睡不能睡

Love this song to the max .
I will be alright after sometime through I have forget you and start my new life.

2011-03-14T15:23:00.000-07:00

无穷无尽的海平线，
辽窑无际的天空，
拥有远不可及的梦想，
能不能达成终究是个谜，
拥有的一切不再是那么的美好，
许许多多的未知数，
让人不想去猜疑去想。
美女帅哥配跑车，
美酒豪宅成乐趣，
虚幻不再是虚幻，
梦想不再是梦想，
所谓的现实都是人们无厘头的渴望。

也许时间能从来，
机会却仅有一个，
错过了就不再来，
失去了已成过去，
不再让自己难受，
尝试让自己好过，
但终究失败收场。
无量对你的想念，
刚强浓烈的感觉，
让自己失去方向，
好似迷途的羔羊，
全部一切的一切，
都是自己太爱你。

我不能保证自己到底能保持这样对你的感觉到何时，所有的所有从茫然的未知数变得更茫然，
看到你最近烦忧得要逼自己做选择，真的好想和你一起承担一起烦，一起想，
可是我知道这一切都是不可能的。美好的清晨让我好想看着你醒来的模样，
好想让你每次的睁开眼都是我在你身旁和我过美好的每一天。

天灾平复的发生，人们的预言，都一一实践，
但我依然不相信，因为你让我能感觉到这世界是美好的，
有句话好想问你，为何不让自己不让彼此一个机会，
所有的一切都将不一样，但每次要问时你却婉转的扯开话题，
让拥有充分勇气的我，顿时茫然。

p/s : 我真的好爱你。

执着什么呢？

2011-03-06T11:06:00.000-08:00

当我们还小时，渴望长大；长大之时，却回望小时；
无奈的不是人们，而是无奈的让时间流逝，
爱情是长大的泉源也是噩梦的原初，
选择不当晋让自己跌进死海里，
怎么努力的爬都会让自己浑身鳞伤遍体。
每个人都想经历且拥有轰轰烈烈，刻骨铭心的爱情，
但得到的却少之又少。
有时一人的生活也不错，
但空虚寂寞时无人懂，
人毕竟是感性的动物，
一样渴求能有可以了解自己的另一半，
有些人花了大半辈子去寻找，但始终寻空收场，
其实这些都是有原因的，
个人的生活方式，习惯，脾气，爱好，家教，等等各方面的，
人总是忘了根，源头，
事情的发生都有原因，
但我们却学不会检讨。

结论是：越简单的东西，人往往低估了，但成功却是从那开始的。
准备好了才出发，别让自己和别人受伤

2011-03-01T12:02:00.001-08:00

Today My Life Begins

i've been working hard so long
seems like pay has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learnt how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

today my life begins...

把握

2011-02-11T09:05:00.000-08:00

女人就天生拥有比男人更强的包容心,但往往男人就是不会珍惜,当他们拥有时却不在乎,当失去时却低声下气恳求,不是事情太复杂,只是把事情看得太简单 . 有人问世界上最痛苦最悲哀的事情是什么?很多人都以为是失去了没珍惜的东西,但他们错了,其实是当他们拥有时不懂得珍惜,因为当时拥有了觉得是永恒的并寻找另一个满足感. 很多事情都有两面,大多数人都把东西看成一面而已,其实往往的另一面才是关键,且就失去了机会.
生命中的机会不多,一旦失去了,哭红了双眼,老天也救不了,所以好好把握每个机会.

屁话

2011-02-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

甜美的包装下是致命的危机，爱情是残酷的游戏，当你好不容易鼓起勇气，付出真心的时候，再一次让你陷入失望的绝境；真心是笑话，勇气是废话，坚持是鬼话，忠贞是梦话，幸福是屁话.
女人犹如随时即将被引爆的炸药,一个不小心,你就会被炸得粉身碎骨.毫无残留.
爱情就像活在当下,尽情行了,好像一个暖包,只要时间过了,爱情的热恋期过了,变冷了没用了,,随手一丢...这只是比较偏激的理论吧,可是有些还是对的.

结论:去他妈的爱情 ...

音讯全无

2011-02-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

无疑不知的担心起你，为什么？
心如热水的会想起你，为什么？
不知你是否会感觉到，不在乎，
不知到你过得好不好，好在乎，
音讯全无。。。

JFY

2011-02-08T10:41:00.000-08:00

It had been long time I never touch my blog and cast aside it,
now I m return ... I m here but not to bring good news to everyone ,and
as everyone know my posted is full of sadness recently ...Growing make people
fall into the nature of world that everyone will have...So, I m the one of them..
Making decision make me headache and like an ant in the fire.
Studying or Working ?
Most of them ask me to continue my study just like what people do,
but I didn't get out working from my choice.
still thinking and thinking ...
a lot of objective has to think,the earlier i step up to the cruel and bloody stage,the more i will suffering but same time the earlier i can take the bear fruit ...
Everyone also got his dream so do i...I will make my dream come true try to challenge myself .
I don't know why today I'd see ur post and say yes to you about the job,
where my courage come from ?Never get this kind of job before,a bit nervous but as u said u will acc me ,so what i m still scare ?Is not scary and think that is just a job ^^
thanks for chatting me and make me cheerful when I need ,u 'r really like a candle light up my soul...hope to see you soon ^^thanks my friend .

好像

2011-01-03T06:54:00.000-08:00

感觉好像有好多东西要写，

但一看这空白的打字栏，

却不知从哪里写起，

写不出说不出，

难受的感觉，

紧绷生活，

我是我，

勿忘，

你。

Rubbish

2010-12-13T09:41:00.000-08:00

Emptiness and loneliness could make a person to think much
and might cause the person change his mind throughout the decision...
nothing more or special to describe ...

let's change the topic,
I m waiting for the call that my phone did not ring...
when my phone ring that mean I got more of chance to get the order through to earn money...
please make the order as soon as possible,dont wait till the last minute ...
god bless !^^

grandma, u must be strong and get well soon!!!
please forgive me cant spend all of my time to accompany and take care on you...
I'm sorry !

Merry Christmas

2010-12-10T03:49:00.001-08:00

an early wish to everyone ^^

Merry Christmas

Καλά Χριστούγεννα σε όλους

我们还有多少个明天

2010-12-05T04:30:00.000-08:00

长大了，
烦恼自然的也多了，
有时压得我喘不过气来，
有时回想假如能回到永远都是小孩
天真无邪，无忧无虑，快快乐乐的生活，
那该多好，
但生命中没有一次的假如。

有时真的搞不懂，
什么是情人？什么是好朋友？
我对这世界已经越来越生疏了，
开始分不清了，
绕了一大圈终究回到了原点，
这时才发现最初的，最原始的才是最适合，
最好的，但一切都太迟了，
回头想想一开始就鼓起勇气，
也许结果会不一样。谁知？

什么是外表？
体型？矮高肥瘦胖？
它真的那么重要吗？
会影响别人还是自己的看法吗？
感觉不才是最重要的吗？

内涵与金钱相比？
你会选哪个呢？也许不相称对比吧，
但现实的人们活在更现实的时代，
什么都是金钱为主，
人为钱而生，
也有人为钱而死；
残酷无比的社会，
只会开上不会看下，
弱者永远都是失败者，
因为弱肉强食的社态。

既然相爱为什么不敢勇敢的去爱呢？
怕这怕那的？难到要等到最后一秒才来珍惜吗？
既然爱，为什么不轰轰烈烈的爱一场？
也许会有不一样的结局，
但事事难料，
但试了起码不会后悔而离去，
对得起自己也对得起她。。。

人不亡死恨少年，
潇洒体踏走一回。

为世间爱乃何从？情乃何物？
只叫人能生死相随？？？

紫轩宏院又一村，

翠及冰心似美景，

我唱我哼走一回，

想今想当心头恨，

起走起游快活去，

你曾有想起我吗？

卜庇

2010-12-05T04:00:00.000-08:00

突然间心理有好多苦，
想说但还是说不出，

好像哑子吃黄连，心知口难言，
外婆我真的真的希望你能没事，能安全度过这次!!!

卜庇！

凌晨三点钟

2010-11-18T15:40:00.000-08:00

现在是凌晨三点钟了，
刚考完试的我怎么没庆祝去，
也不知为什么吧，
也许是因为她？还是别的事？
最近家里发生了，
一连串恐怖且谜宜所失的事情，
导致我自己也厄运连连。。。

现在的我还不睡，
想着应该刚庆祝完醉了的你，
到底怎么了，怎样了，
但这些却是我不该想的东西，

考完试了，
毕业了，
该走了，
寻找别的出发点，
但我很舍不得你，
也许我该画上句号了。。。
再见！

说了再见才发现再也见不到。。。。

One

2010-11-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

Is that " a "friend called as buddy that only will find you when you'r worth of value to him ?

What is the mean stand for FRIEND ?

keep bully you and they think you'r funny ?

no no no...totally wrong !

No matter how,they are just human being,

can I ask ?

who like to together with those friend who keep bully you ,

or take advantages from you ?

everytime ?anywhere ?on your big day ?cheat you ?LOL...

Aren't they are fair-weather friend ?

you make loss is not because they are bad or their fault,

but it's you own problem,didn't make friend wisely.

bad day

2010-11-17T04:43:00.000-08:00

when the day is coming,
you can't evading,

when you'r bad luck,
you should stay at home,

when you scold by someone,
you should keep silent,

when people give you advice,
you should accept it,

when I need you ,
where are you ?
I can't feel you..
even through that maybe not important to you,
and you think can buy a new one to replace the lost one,
but that is meaningful for me !
money can buy anything but there is something money can't buy !
where are you ?I need you ah jim

Second last paper to go

2010-11-15T10:19:00.000-08:00

Second last paper to go,
Will say bye to business after tomorrow,
yahoo....but feel kinda stressed out right now,
even I was lying on my bed but my brain still function,
what the hell wrong of my brain ?
Still got a lot haven remember it...
hope tomorrow paper can do smoothly...
all the best to those student who have to
sit for accounting & econ paper continuesly!

Uuu

2010-11-15T00:33:00.000-08:00

U make me frustrated !

Random post 2

2010-11-14T09:53:00.000-08:00

在希腊神话中，

玫瑰即是美神的化身，

又融进了爱神的鲜血，

它集爱与美于一身，

但玫瑰的寿命却很短暂，

灿烂并表现出最美的一面便结束了自己的生命，

玫瑰带代表浪漫，真情和珍贵与独特；

象征喜悦与爱，

也象征着深深的爱情。

它虽较小，其杆有刺，

但它也在现实中代表了爱情。

人人都向往着爱情，

生活中也少不了它，

虽然有些人被它的刺伤的满手鲜血，

但最终还是再尝试握着它。

当你试着用心，

再次把它拿起，

用对了方式方法，

也就不会再简单的被它的刺给刺伤了。。。

但有些人被伤了一次却怕了，

为何不再试多一次呢？也许结果不再一样了呢？

也许从此就找到幸福了呢？
也许就能握着另一只温暖的手走到了终点。

紫色美人迎头望，

贝翠玲珑翠碧山，

美酒我饮配琴声，

逍遥此爱别处寻，

寻人寻星你莫属。

情~

Random post

2010-11-12T10:48:00.000-08:00

I feel kinda moody right now,
even I just left 2 more paper to go,
one more week to leave Tar college,
gonna travel one whole Malaysia with my college friends,
but I didn't feel any happy at all.
Why ?

Lotsa of friend ask me to surrender ,but I never think that way;
a lot of ppl say we has affinity but lack of luck.but I think we has both;
is there the fullstop for us ?
I never care on what ppl said ,I just care on what I felt and u,
but recently something was changed,what problem cause that ?
Your problem or my problem ?
I dont know what you are thinking cos u nvr say
even I had tried so many time to make our distance get closer,
but it doesnt work and contrarily get far and far away,
is because of my impatient ?
If I'm impatient but it's also because I too care on you...
I just want to ask myself ,

WHAT I'm doing right now ?
WHAT ?WHAT ?WHAT ?wtf...I don't know...

Are you is just one of the passing traveller in my life ?I dont really wish u'r..
I hope it's not !but sometime a lot of thing is our of our control...
but we'r the one who judge our life and
a long time relationship is maintain by both..
I had already step to you ?why don't you try ?
mabye now is not the right time...I understood.
but at least i hope u could let me know what you'r thinking,
I dont know what a girl exactly is thinking !It's my first time !
OR I received a wrong message that you given ?
did I think too much ?
maybe...only you know...

when i see ur smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cos girl u 'r amazing,
just the way you are
~dont wanna an ending ~

Reality

2010-11-10T10:33:00.000-08:00

Just realised what and why everyone searching for,

is that really so important money in our life ?

I know money is everything but still got exception,

everything in this world is imperfection,

this is what we called as balance.

But our world is getting unbalance because of ppl wants

through try to get maximisation in their satisfaction..

After I had been searching for long time what is the meaning of friend and I found .

friend for a lot of ppl is just like a way for them to achieve their goal or

the way help from them to earn money but,

why ppl can't think different way that is using a true heart to make friend without being get any interest or benefit from them ?

this is less and lesser or can say as impossible...

when you have nth ,your friend will leave you,

when you have no money=no friend .

when there is something shit happen,that is time to see the true face of everyday you called as best friend

I strongly agree with this statement.

So ,I will put more effort on earning money even will suffering at the first,

but I would never reverse after I go,

I m kinda hate this world because of reality,sometime feel like want to evading it,

but that is not the best solution...

It's time to face the reality cause this world is cruel !

men should focus on career more than anything !

need you

2010-11-05T01:14:00.001-07:00

I need you....

SINCE 19 's

2010-11-05T00:45:00.000-07:00

A short post...

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now...

I just feel like my life is so suck...

Have u ever try before being force to a corner ?

All the thing all the people all over the thing make u going to cut ur breath ,

feel like kinda stressed out and fed-up on myself sometime,but what else I can do ?

Life 's so contradiction,what is really good and what is really bad for you ?

When I was young ,I dream all the time to grow;

When I was growing,I wish I can back to the childhood time...

wth...from a small boy to a teen now,and learning how to be a real man...

It's time I have to bear all the burden of my own expenses,

try to living without family support...I hope I can do it and someone can teach me !

LIFE with money is LIVE ;
LIFE without money is still LIVE.
but just different live...
depend..

back to starting point

2010-10-15T10:25:00.000-07:00

After a long distance,long way I went ,now still back to begining point;

Is good Is good,this is what I searching for since the day I decided come to kl...

EXPERIENCE !wohoo...

Next month gonna graduate from TARC and gonna make a wisely decision again...

whether use the holidays time to find a job and work in KL or SG airline ?

I heard some advise from someone go SG work to gain some capital and come back to kl for carve out...SG economics is faster than Malaysia ten times...blablabla and so on...

After heard it and think back,got point got point !

But anyway,decision is still on me...

I want to set up a business and make it successful by myself not because of help from U !

future is holding on my hand !HERE I come to u ,my bright and challenging future !

I m half ready...LOL....

I must pass all my subject with flying color !

I would do all my best and never feel regret !

ALL the BEST all my dearest friend !!!

101010

2010-10-09T12:31:00.000-07:00

101010 ?

ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ONE LOVE ?

It's 2010 October 10,

gonna end up my a-level college life,

but still dont know whether I can successfully graduate or not...

still is an unknown for me...

time is getting close,

and I have to sit for the 2nd time for my AS math exam paper,

quite nervous but I haven touch it yet,

recently crazy on A2 math,is difficult then what u cant think from As math...

Oh gosh...somebody call 911 ?

is useless also..

choiceless now,just study and do all I can all the way...

good luck to those who gonna sit for the exam too ,

Buck Up everyone !

Contradiction

2010-10-05T11:51:00.000-07:00

Everyone sure have think before "Is that suitable to having a relationship with someone for a teenager" ?Now I got the answer but it's just my own opinion..
Exactly,to have a relationship is not suitable for a teen because we'r still young and cannot think maturity...somemore we has no any stable income ...so,where is our income source come from ?It's from our parent...
what we should do now ?study hard to get at least a degree ?got a lot of ppl is doing so...
but are they realise what they want actually ?who can give us a promise after study hard through graduate then can get a higher income job ?nobody...
In another way,if for a teenager not to study what they can do ?
Life is contradiction...
so,no need to feel vexing or stresses out because it's useless...
Just try to think different way or should be say
think the way u never think before,
believe what you are believing through can make a wisely choice...
time is flies like a dash,so make yourselves

never feel regret and do it all the way you can !

Remember,

u just need to win urself but not the world...

Thank you

2010-10-02T13:18:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIEND for gave me so many birthday wishes...
I m here especially say thanks to Brendon ,Kv ,Adam,Gan,Edwin,Ping,Mak gor,Robin,CK,Kitty,Kaisun,Vchyi and Suzie...for coming celebrated my birthday ...
others than thanks is still thank you !!!I wont forget my 19 year old birthday !
REALLY THANKs U GUYS AND GALS A LOT...appreciate !!!
I love you all !

Never and ever

2010-09-30T11:42:00.000-07:00

Don't ever think I m happy by my smile ;

Don't ever think I m strong by my sillyness ;

Don't ever judge me by my appearance ;

Don't ever fool me by my small little eye ;

Don't ever think I m strong that I never cry ;

Don't ever think I m without emotional ;

Dont ever ..

never ever

yeah

2010-09-30T10:09:00.000-07:00

SINGLE LIFE

FREEDOM

Headache..

2010-09-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

EXAM IS COMING again...

FEEL GOOD

2010-08-31T02:03:00.000-07:00

Everything is alright now...

back to the normal...^^

thanks to all my friend who care on me and gave me their hand when i need most!

To all my bro

2010-08-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

U all have had some misunderstandings,
and I got fault also that I use the wrong word and sentences through to made all of u so unhappy..
I think u all know me clear,right ?I m not that kind of person...
I 'm not that mean to choose whether who la..or break our friendship with u guys...
I very appreciate u guy and never regret to know all of u in my whole life and I really want all of u be my buddy for my lifetime if possible...
I 'm really sorry for my wrong post ,and u all know I m not that good to present something by words ,summore in english,rite ?
I wrote quit is to represent less la...cos u all know my result also,rite ?
If i not try to make some change to get a better result now, how I could make myself qualify into degree ? I really really wish to spend my university time with u guys around 3 year in HELP...and I just need to sacrifies 2 month,it's worth !cos when I with u all buddy,i really enjoy and happy to do those crazy stuff together !please understand me ,I m not that kind of heartless fren,ok ?I really want want want to join with u guy on that day,but I was really sickening badly...
u all can understand my feeling on that day when I received my as result ?brend and adam them got a not bad result ?but me ?they are more clever than me ...I hope I can just like them also...
but who gonna help me ?
I don't know how to say dy...I hope u all can really same like past call me out to do anything even u all know I might no go along with u guy also,but at least tell me,if possible possible i'd go with u guys....thanks and appreciate!!!!!

Malaysia's 53

2010-08-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

MERDEKA MERdeka merdeka

Wish Malaysia 53'S year old birthday here ...

Here I come to u

2010-08-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

Apologise 1st to all because I was so unresponsible and cast aside my blog in the near future,

everything is still happening smoothly ,and I m going to sit for my A2 examination in few months time later meanwhile resit for my AS exam paper.This will be the last chance for me that not to let my family look me down,but I'm keep making myself look like depraved...my future seem like hopeless I know if i still going my life with ENJOYING & EXTRABAGANCE now...even i know that I shouldn't but I still doing...

Everything seem like going bad but since I knew you,everything has changed..........

Is you J.K.X.FF...and I know you knew that I m saying you ...u might not to see this post..

I never meet a girl just like you that I'd thinking you all the time,

and I had changing myself and sacrificed lotsa of thing that just want to make you love me more...I quit club,quit nightlife,quit alcohol,quite flirt girl was just want to make you happy and feel secure while with me...you are the only one that I'd think want to stable my life now through making money to give you all I could and marry you...I know I was just having a pipe dream but I would make it all come true in the future if u willing walk with me through to future...

I don't know why I would awakening my blog that had been slept for a long time while I'm sick badly now ....

Anyway,I'd use all my effort to strike my result with flying color prove to my family...

and spending my time with u ...

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

2010-08-20T23:49:00.000-07:00

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事
我飞行但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

nice song and movie...

7 meaningful sentences

2010-07-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

1. I love you is not because of who you are ,but because of who I'm when I am with you;
2.No MAN or WOMAN is worth ur tears adn the one who is, won't make you cry ;
3.Just because someone doesn't love you the way u want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have;
4.A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart;
5.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them ;
6.never frown,even when you are sad ,because you never know who is falling in love with ur smile;
7.To the world you may be one person ,but to one person you may the world

0603 raining morning

2010-05-21T18:03:00.000-07:00

It's so long time I did't touch my blog already,
but now why I do so ?
Don't try to ask me,the answer would be
I don't know also...
Is raining heavily outside now,what I suppose to do ???
I m sitting alone in dinning room ,
listening to Fly fm ,
want reading throughly the business studies notes ,
but it's too many chapter and I try to persuade myself I can do that,
IS that cheating action ?I don't know...I had lost my definite view of my life,
but don't worries all my reader, I will find myself back...
Meanwhile I m thinking on someone ,
but she is definetly in her slumberland now,
I want take a rest to travel to find the original NEO back as some of friend told me....
I don't know why you are so emotional and moody this few days ,
maybe bcause of my foolish action make all the decision for you through make you feel annoying,I m sorry...

THE lost...

2010-03-19T09:23:00.000-07:00

I lost myself in lonesome dessert ,

I cant find the right way to return ,

this happened was what I expected before I decide starting this trip,

I lost myself,

I keep myself survive in spite of dangerous,

when I saw a bottle of water,

I'll hold it tightly even spend all my energy,

but when I got it,

and I found ,that cant assuage my thirst ,

just make me more thirsty and more dry...

at the end

will I die or keep survive on untoward circumstances ?

who know....

NYC

2010-02-18T12:52:00.000-08:00

sorry for cast aside my blog in the near future ,
this maybe cause due to the exam as the main reason and other various kind of reasons ,
by the way ,I'm going to end up my new year holidays and return to college again as usual ,
IS that the words stand for ?
CHINESE NEW YEAR =CNY ??
Neo Yew Chong ?

can u find out what was the similar thing ?can figure out ?
because lack of time and exhausted through make me need to turn off now ,
so I will update soon my latest message to everyone my reader...

thanks !!!

love you biii-tiff

1st post in 2010

2010-01-07T04:05:00.000-08:00

WISH you all good luck in 2010...
when I got my 1st semester A-level result,
I was totally taken aback,but exactly it was in expecting...
What else can I do ?endeavor ?ya,I should...
but I did't do it, I'm trying...

Tff, love u baby...
I will bring u all I can whether it's just obtain 1 smile from u...

31 december

2009-12-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

Say sorry to my beloved...

sry cant acc u,
sry cant share u trouble,
sry i m not tat caring,
SORRY !
i 'm really sorry...

No enough for me

2009-12-24T10:42:00.000-08:00

ONE day 24 hours is NOT enough FOR me...

everyday just sleep 5 hours ?enough or scarce ?
i have nth to say on u,speechless.
our distances get far and far away..

2009-12-23T05:05:00.000-08:00

I want to say :

STOP !!!

I hate completely this kind of feeling...
untruth

2009 is going to end soon;
2010 is coming few days more,
no matter what was happened in this 09 year
should packing it onto rubbish bin and send it away,
meantime,thinking positively and work harder and harder
to reach new targets to growing and be more maturity,
that's the one and only one way,don't have shortcut,
what you have do,what you will get,
learn more to prevent loss more,
loss more through to learn more...
new starting point...
wao...everyone ,
buck up.!!

快乐其实很简单

2009-12-20T17:08:00.000-08:00

快乐，是可以分享的。
快乐，需要一些过程。
快乐，总是能被记得。
因为记忆只留下美好的，
你是你自己的作者，
何必写那么难演的剧本。
别怪话说的太多了，
我只是不要你不快乐。。。
记得“知足常乐”，
但人是永远满足不了的动物。

awkward predicament...

2009-12-17T16:58:00.000-08:00

when your situation now which is between two fires,
move forward or backward would make you nerve-racking,
but you still need to make a wisely decision as I know as well...
you should sacrifice something while making decision ,
cannot keep both going on...

Get used to ?became a habit ?
If you lost the feeling on,but why still want to keep going on ?
You should stop and drop off someone at the wayside of journey ,
and look forward to fetch

your right person ,in your life ,
at the right time ,
in the right place.

Of my principle theory ,never exist that who can't live without who,
it's just an excuse of you to lie yourself,
to make yourself feel more better,
you should face it with all the brave although you don't know the answer or result,
but at least you try to fight and get what you want...

at least you try...
at least you try...
at least you try...

maybe at the last u will covered all over with cuts and bruises,
but you will growing...
and u learn something important !

why people like or need to apologies?
once you say sorry to someone might love you,
someone will get hurt...

1st sorry,doesn't get feel,
2nd sorry ,some percipience,
3rd sorry,hurt deeply
(traffic light theory)...^^

when you told someone sorry,
please rethink ...
If you like someone ,pls dun just keep it in inside your heart,
try to show it out...don't exist any chance to make you feel regret in the future...

class end !
haha....
working working working,
money money money,
everyday working...
exhausted!!!
but get not salary la...
only experience...
by the way,it's enough for me now !

Love Choice

2009-12-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

As I believe that wherever you are right now is the result of what you’ve done in the past.
Supernatural Law of Nature, cause and effect, always applies in life.
And of course, what you are doing today will impact your tomorrow outcome.
That's CHOICE...include LOVE !

How would you describe your current relationship (or future relationship, if you don’t have one now)
with your partner in one word?
Vigorous ?Passionate? Tragic? Drama? Enlightened? Ecstasy? Lucky?ambiguous ?

3 simple steps process are for you to make CONSCIOUS CHOICE about your relationship...
It's just my opinion ...

1: Make a Wish List
2: Bridge the Gap
3: Growth Your Choice

and I always confident believe that
MIRACLE will happen when you keep with faith, wisdom and perseverance in action.

Class end!
haha...

nice song 我爱她

2009-12-12T09:17:00.000-08:00

丁当 - 我爱她
-next happiness station movie song

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱她轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱她跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱她轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱她轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱她跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

作词：黄婷作曲：陈威全

I'm speechless,
I don't know how to tell you,
I don't know how to express my feeling,
If u ask me,I will say I miss U under my theory of miss !!!

Christmas ambiance

2009-12-07T10:36:00.000-08:00

feel lazyness to write ...so just posting up the photo...
pretty ,rite? have u affect by the decoration of these photo through increase ur Christmas ambiance?
will write more next time...~

Everthing will getting better...

2009-12-05T10:37:00.000-08:00

It was 2.38 morning of Sunday December 6,
I was troublesome on something and that was the reason why I still blogging here,
I don't know what and why made me get emotional easily recently,
maybe I' m growing through let me need to consider a lot of thing that never think before.
I found and read through a blog posted by others blogger...what the article was...

"What and how you will do and if you being fall in love with two girl ?"

Had u ever think through before this kind of question or maybe the happen that maybe will happening on you ?
I repeated asking myself if i was in the situation,but
I have no idea to answer myself if i was in this situation...
abruptly became stupefied...
and thinking till now...
and
still
got
no
answer....
by the way, forget it,wait someday that really happening on me only i think and it still not late...

sleep time!

after today's I will get more busy,if insufficient time to accompany you,hope u understand and
i apologise with you here and i will trying to get back myself to there that you want!

sullen

2009-12-04T11:50:00.000-08:00

Everything was going well before u came back...
i was just following what u said ,
but at the last ,
u modify what u had said previously,
Am i wrong ?
Ya, I was wrong ,
wrong to believed you,
wrong to listened what you said,
If i know that early will get this denouement,
i will make the the different decision...

sullen!!!i should believe myself & i' m the only one's who can judge my life !

enough!!!

一种关系

2009-12-04T07:50:00.000-08:00

既不是友情也不是真正的爱情，他高于友情又和爱情有一段距离.互相关心，互相牵挂，互相暧昧.这是一种高尚的还是低级趣味的关系?你知道吗?

　　无论是否单身，人都是以个体生存在社会上的.人也是有独立思维和有独立思想的，但是很多事情又不能独立完成，需要相互帮助和相互协调.无论是否单身，你都要有自己兴趣爱好，你都要有自己的工作圈子和社交圈子.无论是否单身，你都要与人沟通，你都要倾诉.

　　有这样一种关系叫做暧昧.

　　在我受委屈的时候，在没人陪我逛超市的时候，在我受到打击的时候，在我需要意见的时候，有这样一个人……我们是朋友,我们貌似恋人,我们不是恋人.我们是朋友.有一种关系叫做暧昧.我们在对方的面前可以撕去一切虚伪的面具.我们手拉手走在深夜空旷的大街上.我们一起推着购物车.我们在KTV声嘶力竭的吼着...不做淑女，不做绅士，只要做一个快乐的人.我们依然是朋友，我们依然不是恋人.我们永远是朋友，我们永远不会成为恋人.但是我们依然暧昧着...有这样一种关系叫做暧昧……

　　有一种爱情与责任无关，披一件荒唐的外衣，它就成了暧昧。王菲在新专辑里唱出最暧昧的一种关系：我把心给了你，身体给了他；我把情节给了你，结局给了他。有哲人说：爱是无聊的沙漠中的危险绿洲。而事实上，这一片绿洲往往是虚幻的。太多的眼神闪烁，明明有喜欢的成分，却永远离爱情有一步之遥。或者是它真的太危险了，太使害怕受伤的人们怰于靠近。

　　有这样一个女人，优雅知礼，身边不乏追求者，却始终寂寞一人。问她是否过于挑剔，她苦笑着摇头，说出那样一种关系：离暧昧很近，离爱情很远。谁都持股观望，不愿先抛出手，谁都在一个最安全的模式含混的、拖泥带水的、欲拒还迎的，醉生梦死的。这些通通是暧昧的外衣。什么是安全的？那就是不需责任的、靠近、离开、爱恋、分离都不用交待，这难道不是爱吗？可是明明有慌张的心跳。是爱吗？那些暗示频频投递。那些问候心怀鬼胎。如同隔了雾的花，云端美丽，只是空不得天明散去那一刻。它们离爱情，真正的爱情实在很远。

　　当然灵魂是寂寞的，不可否认它有挣扎的时刻。所以这类感情在这个年代日愈增多。它的存在，让感情的面目突然含糊起来，说不清道不明。倘若仅止于灵魂上的牵扯，这份暧昧就干净多了。

　　而现实是：暧昧的欲望正在强烈的道德谴责下快乐地苟活着。当谁也不愿先把心交托出来时，暧昧永远是暧昧，成就不了一场美好的厮守，每一个人都把心紧紧地攥在自己手里，这样便谁也腾不出手来接住别人的心。

2009-12-02T11:13:00.000-08:00

JB-ing...

2009-11-30T10:08:00.000-08:00

Every parting is a form of death,
as every reunion is a type of heaven.
When I go away from you
The world beats dead
Like a slackened drum....

In true love the smallest distance is too great,
and the greatest distance can be bridged.

Life is so short,
so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I,
I wish...

2009-11-26T10:49:00.000-08:00

Where you used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
At that time, i was keep asking myself,
is that love and what's love ?and i found the answer...
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
Is that true ?
i don't know, it's just my opinion of what's love definite as.

Sometimes, when one person is missing,
the whole world seems depopulated.
I think that one will be only you...
If u see this post,u will know who i'm talking ,
just only you,
won't be others...i knew u will know !

Can miles truly separate you from friends....
If you want to be with someone you love,
aren't you already there?
Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance,
because it's just latitude and longitude only...
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
and I could walk forever and forever in my garden.

Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself...
Wanting to be lost again....

Love reckons hours for months,
and days for years,
and every little absence is an age....
What shall I do with all the days and hours,
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
between this time and that sweet time of grace?
Does anyone know ?

I think about you constantly,
whether it's with my mind or my heart.
I keep coming back to you in my head,
but you couldn't know that
I am tired,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?
I guess that wouldn't work.
Someone would leave.
Someone always leaves.
Then we would have to say good-bye...
I hate good-byes...
I know what I need.. .
I need more hellos. ....

ALL we should know...

2009-11-23T20:26:00.000-08:00

1.就算，眼前的这个男人，千般好，万般好，处处是优点，他不爱你，这个缺点，你永远改变不了。

2.分手时，不哭。当然，不是要你一点都不哭。当着面，别哭，背地里，往死里哭。

3.一个人最大的缺点，不是自私，野蛮，任性，而是偏执的爱着一个不爱自己的人。

4.不管你的条件有多差，总会有个人在爱你。不管你的条件有多好，也总有个人不爱你。

5.抓住男人的不二法门，应该就是，永远不要让他满足。

6.打扮的再美，穿的再昂贵，那只是个幌子，用善良做的外衣才是真的美。

7.如果我们责怪爱情伤害勒我们，那请问，开始的时候是不是你点头答应爱情的来临.

8.能开口说出的委屈，便不是委屈。能离开的人，便不算是爱人。

9.所有爱着的人，爱过的人，都做着同一件事，犯贱。

10.心里能装着一些时间带不走的淡淡悲伤，也是一种幸福。

11.人永远是寂寞而自我的生物。无论多么真诚的说出自己的爱，也总会有无法被理解的心情。

12.不卑不亢，从容优雅，面对一切。

13.一个人，如果没空，那是因为他不想有空，一个人，如果走不开，那是因为不想走开，一个人，对你借口太多，那是因为不想在乎。

14.有的事情，没法说明。你觉得值，就值，你觉得不值，别人说值，你也觉得不值。

15.要明白一个道理，男人可是轻易的喜欢一个人，但不会轻易的爱上一个人。

16.女人，恋爱的时候，就像，与世隔绝般。

17.在风平浪静的日子里，留点空间给自己，留点空间给对方，留点美好给距离。

18.有的时候不要太计较，男人都有点粗枝大叶，忘了一件事，不代表他不爱你，别自己吓自己。

19.女人，往往喜欢坦白心事，男人，则恰恰相反。

20.有时候，学会把失望当次一种收获，因为有祈望，才会有失望。

21.女人的心慈手软，与男人的口是心非，成正比。

22.不要妄想试图改变谁，因为谁也改变不了谁，只有，他愿不愿意为你改变。

23.张爱玲说过，时间，可以了解爱情，可以证明爱情 ,也可以推翻爱情。

24.自由可贵，但是，每天数以万计的人，在用自由换取爱情。

25.你可以虚荣，因为，那是女人的天性，但，不要让自己变成为别人增加虚荣的工具。

26.不要说，这世上没个好男人了，不要去记恨那个抛弃你的人，毕竟曾经爱过你，疼过你，宽容会让你更美丽。

27.不要去好奇，不要去关心，他的现任女友长得如何，身材如何，你这样只是自寻烦恼罢了。

28.说过的话一定要做到，哪怕是很愚蠢的，也总比言而无信的好。

29.不要在你哭泣的时候，说气话，下决定，你会后悔的。

30.他说，我累了，让我冷静一段时间，好么？你就说好，因为，他是来通知你的，不是来征得你同意的。

31.你清纯就罢，你假装清纯，比丑还难看，明白么？

32.不是所有的努力都会成功，但是，不努力，就一定不会成功。

33.女孩子要自爱，不管你遇到多大的打击，不管你遇到的情况多么悲凉，借故堕落，也是堕落，越是不爱自己，越是没人爱你。

34.美貌，智慧，金钱，很多事，都是天生注定的，别想用你那嫉妒心，改变什么。

35.小心眼，嫉妒心，仇恨，报复，女人的伎俩不过如此，你要施展没关系，关系的是你别被人发现。

36.放好心态，失去的东西，不要悲伤，你就当，他本身就不属于你。

37.尽量做个，优雅的女子。千万别做作，因为，做作的女人，不仅女人讨厌，男人更讨厌。

38.独立，永远。不管，感情还是金钱。

39.不要在哪几个场合相信男人的话呢？床上，他开心的时候，有求于你的时候，犯错的时候。

40.不要想尽办法的向很多人炫耀，你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。因为，别人不仅不会羡慕你，只会看轻你。

41.不要整天问，你爱我么？当你问的时候，他就不爱你了。

42.要相信，这句话。再轰轰烈烈的爱侣，也比不上平平淡淡的父母。

43. 20以下，你相信偶像剧，那就算了。 20以上，你还相信偶像剧，那就完了。

44.要知道，一个男人好与坏，不是看他花心还是专一，自古男人都花心，而是要看，有没有控制力。

45.有没有发现，往往刻骨铭心的爱恋。通常，没有好结果。

46.烟，和酒，从古至今，被公认为两大毒药。而对，女人，爱情这一样，足以致命。

47.勇敢的女人，永远比懦弱的女人美丽。如果，你的爱人不爱你，我劝你还是勇敢点分离，好过，懦弱的纠缠。

48.善于妥协的女人，很宝贵。但是，只善于妥协的女人，很廉价。

49.不要做女强人，要做强女人。

2009-11-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

What i m doing recently ?
can somebody tell me what the main purpose for me
to doing these?nobody will know ,except me...myself !
i m still lost my way of my life,
i was keeping enjoy the college life,
and forgot what i want ,what i should to do and
what is the mostly importance thing for me...
there is not time for me to lose,
no time for me in doing something ...

Holidays starting = it's the time for student to find a part time job ???

As i believe that ,all of the student is just want to earn some pickings,
some of them will save the income of the earned,
some of them will use their income to suffice for their vainglory to buy branded product,
some of them is just want to make them busy for their holidays,
some of them was forcing by their financial condition to working as well,
some of them choose to give a hand for their family business ...
By the way,
some of them choose to staying at home with the excuse STUDY ?
has u all consider carefully ?
will u all really use all the time to study ?
to bust one 'ass for your study ?or just surfing the Internet ?i think u all more lucid then me...

It's depend upon everyone...

2009-11-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

I found yoU....

since you are the only one that i seen,
who's gorgeous,
who's out of ordinary,
who's individuality,
and i accepted ur challenging,
i will follow the rule made by you,
i won't break the rule,
and i will get successful at the last,
because i believe...

i will liquidate my messed life-style recently,
and only treat you good...

P R O M I S E

2009-11-10T08:18:00.000-08:00

Simple meaning for "P R O M I S E"...

P - punctual
R - rethink
O - obey
M - must
I - indubitable
S - sacrifices
E - every time

20岁的男人，女人

2009-11-06T19:19:00.000-08:00

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人

因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，
不能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！
而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；

二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；

二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；

二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；

二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；

二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望
而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；

女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，
这时她的心地最善良，
她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。

男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，
那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！

女孩只要陪他走过，
女孩会永远幸福下去~~~

当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，
请男孩不要烦恼女孩，
因为她们有道理这样，
我们没理由烦恼，
我们要做的就是很理解很理解，
保护好这位天使.

等我们到了30岁，
正当我们最美丽的时候，
也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！

二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.
当他们三十多岁的时候, 事业有成, 成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,
但不再年轻的女人.

有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人,
都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.
这是个笑话, 但也是个事实.

有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,
眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,
一辈子也就有个归宿了.

男人有时好比洋葱,
要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的。。。。

**从朋友的blog看到的
很有意思就po上来了咯 =）

3 Nov

2009-11-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning before going out to school,

my water bottle was made water because of my careless that

did't fasten up the bottle cover and put it into bag,

and this cause all my stuff in my bag soaked in liquid.

then, i was rushing to college hall sat for econ exam,

while the time i get the paper,

i gapemounthed,

what the question came out was the question paper

i put on my desk yesterday night but i did't read through it...

quite easy,but i wont scored all correct on MCQ part like last time.

after finished that,

pure math exam,
unfortunately thing happened ,

while i was doing on my pure math paper,

through and through ,

i found that my calculator was totally out of function,

can u imagine that how the situation was ?

my mind was totally all blank,

don't know wat to do,

almost all the question i answered till half and stopped...

at the moment,i felt that i was

no choice,

no help,

no succor,

and i sat on my seat till end of the examination oly i leave...

this's wat the people said

"fortune's wheel"

and i understood now...

all of that like set up before already...

Do we can make it difference ?

i still believe everything happened ,

must have it's reason...

so, don't ever do bad thing...

starting from this moment

2009-10-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

after think and think thought make me got the answer ,
the answer rise before my eyes from my mind throught let me made the decision.
hope that was the wisely decision i made,
but i don't know whether will i fall by the wayside ,
i need someone that can really help me ,give me support and teach me...
regardless of start from the lower basic ,i will try it and put down my social status...

a man should regard career as important !

hope my mind and my action can be in unanimity!

but sometime is not what we can control...

i m not to have the intent to hurting you,if have ,i m so sorry !

i m trying to catch up my dream...

Extraordinary thinking

2009-10-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

sorry for neglecting this blog for so long time,i don't feel to updating it,coz my laziness

and busyness for the coming end year exam...

when it started ?

how it started ?

where it started ?

Wonder,wondering,and...i m the wonderer!

i was thinking a lot of superfluous thing ,

but i can't try not to make myself to think bout it,

something will happen,it still on the way ...

but after some word from other made me conscious thought knowing

all i was thinking it's just my thinking cap...

period is the best prove one's point, so just waiting,

but i m lack of time...

Gratifying movie...

2009-10-10T21:42:00.000-07:00

a great and pleasing movie,but no more show in cinema...
it's really touching and romantic !

don't have any reason for you to say NO if u have opportunity to watch !

evaporated...

2009-10-10T00:20:00.000-07:00

Say " Hi "and "Sorry " to all whos never check out from my blog reader,
for the reason that i had like evaporated recently from earth and
just left my blog half-dead...
By the way, i come here again ...^^

Last Saturday was my 18 year old birthday,
this time was totally differ from past,
this time was not collide with examination week,BUT...
same day as MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...wowowo!
The God had given me a great present tat is the huge and spherical moon
alike a larger birthday cake...
it happened by chance once in my lifetime ,
maybe again but seemingly minor of the probability...
hardly to calculate when it will happen again!

This time was the most unforgettable pleasant memories...
but felt sorry to my family members that i can 't make myself to meet them,
and did 't appear on Moon festival family gathering party ...i felt so sorry !
hope you all understand .

By the way, my friend was celebration with me a day before the actual day
that was FRIDAY 's night at Maison ..SO sorry friend if i did 't get answer called from anyone,
especially from Winston,Mei Yee , Jaclyn and others.....sorry!
1st time in Maison ,the first impression for me is not bad but the service was too unsatisfaction...
improve more ,okay ?hehe
But
i think i won 't go Maison again if not necessary or nothing special...

Before went there ,
i received something special called present
whence haven 't reached on my birthday day,
i get surprised when i received ...get shocked !

here is the present !

Envious ? if you wan just come take with me,dare you ?
hehe...i know you all won 't,rite...

Don't get shocked after seeing ,okay ?
don 't shocked la...relax!

thanks for ABC,
not that common ABC,
not that ABC too...

that is
that is
that is

A=ADAM
B=BRENDON
C=CARWYN

so fortuitously,rite ?haha...
i think they PAKAT already before they born..
nice name ...
maybe i will rename myself from

N=NEO to

D=?

D = Destrier ?
Destructionist ?
or

Dettol....

i won 't change my name ,okay !i love my name!

haha...
okay,not the time now k...
left one more ,J...he's Jacky,
he got something more important to do,
so can 't make himself with us,
i understood your situation ,i won 't sulky on you .

After that we had fun and fool around whole night at there,
i want to thanks one more person that really important for me,
thanks to xiao yu ,
thanks to your painstaking and nice blog ,
thanks for appeared in my 18 year old party,
others than say thanks to you i don 't know what else i can say,
i m really pleasant ...

thanks you !

Should i show you all the real behind?
i think i should...
Has you all feel inquisitive of what's really inside the LV bag ?

Let me show you what exactly inside the bag...

a mostly special present i received among of others....

wtf ?little NEO ,izzit ?
sure must be your weird idea Ms Carwyn !
rite ?

thanks to you all !
i was happy as a clam and thanks for giving me
an unforgettable sweet eighteen birthday memories !

THANKS YOU !

2009-10-03T10:51:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO ALL !!!

i wll post up picture as soon as possible ...be patience

2009-09-30T00:14:00.000-07:00

OCTOBER

complicated

2009-09-21T10:39:00.000-07:00

i don 't know how to describe my feelings right now,
because i m really complicated like dumbfound at all ,
4days of holidays going to end ,
meantime i will be going back to college again,
going back to school,
going back to meet my friend,
going back to meet my sakai gang follower,
and going back to meet you,
i don 't know how should i face you when we meet,
i was look like lose one's way or eat some hallucinogen,
i think i really fall in love with you deeply,
i don't dare face to face to tell you my feelings to you ,
because i scare i will lose a friend like you after u heard it,
but
i know that u'd know already,
but would you give me a chance ?
i think you won't ,
i m going to give up ,
give up in giving up you,
i m trying to forget you ,
but it's impossible...
but i will hope you always be the one
who always happy
as a clam as sandboy
as the day is long !
please don't feel troublesome on me
because it's not deserve...k!

Mardigras night

2009-09-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

This is the 1st time i went for KL night club but not jb,
the main purpose i and my friend at there was for the celebration for Kae Ni 's birthday!
wish here "Happy birthday" to her again ...

That night , how terribleness was...

How can i be beside oneself with enthusiasm??
How can i liquor-saturated though steeped in liquor ??
How can i be so turned on ??
How can i forget your existence ?
How can i can be so high ?
How can i be so over ?

How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?
How can i ?How can i ?How can i ?

I was totally drunken...
and somebody told me i was vomitted on somebody tat i precious...
I just want to tell her " sorry" of my drunkeness ...
tat's all !

wish all ENJOY THEIR HOLIDAYS !

3 guys

2009-09-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

090909

2009-09-09T04:14:00.000-07:00

Test 2 is on process....

31~1 september

2009-08-31T10:36:00.000-07:00

i were feeling great but some sorrowful was came out from my heart because i m going back to KL tomorrow!
i was get-together with some of my buddy at somewhere native place at
Kota Tinggi -Johor
(nice place that has lotsa of nature resource such as waterfall,beach like Bali island !!!once u come u will forget where ur home it's...lolll.)
call "AK"
haha...
there was a place full of my secondary reminiscence .
BUT there was an individual matter just now...
my buddy took my phone away and took someone of my contact number from my contact list,
but he did 't tell me who are he taken...haha...
hope that person is not you .
i don't know what i m thinking of recently,
i think i was fall in love with BLOG-ING..
In spite of don 't have any special event was happened but i still blogging...
maybe i will less update my blog because of my home in KL don 't have the wireless facility!
till here lol...

once u were browsing my blog,don 't u mind to leave your footprint?
why not ?gimme some invaluable advice...

lonely

2009-08-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

i m not going for countdown with my friend and stay alone at home.
started from 11 morning till now about 12midnight,
mostly 90 % of time i m facing with my book
and laptop...but i still has lotsa of note not done yet...
i don't really know what i m doing for the most time.

Two more days ,i m going back to the Kl again by CAR,
this time it would be different from last ...

...moody ...

the ORPHAN

2009-08-27T10:23:00.000-07:00

I went for sang k at redbox with some of my sworn followers today.

I was look like don't care everything and sang aloud differ from past that like sang for only ant can hear it...maybe it can't hear it also!

LOL....

It's wonderful tried and trained for me ...

After that , we went for watched a movie with title

"THE ORPHAN"

it's a ghastly movie and it detail it's hardly to describe because of my lazy ...

LOL....

i just can tell u all, this is really a outrageous and detestable movie that i saw in this year!

it's most horrible than the past well-known big film 'COMING SOON'....

btw, just go buy ticket and take a sit in the movie house but you must with the term of 18age and above !!!

exactly i am unwillingness went for just now activity but no one was forced me ...
but i was promise with my buddy ,so i need to go...
recently, my life was in a muck , how come ?
can somebody give me some advice ?
can somebody inspire me ?

decison

2009-08-26T11:35:00.000-07:00

It was already 2 pm ,

i m not turn off yet,

can somebody tell me what i m doing for ?

i m troublesome on making some decision...

i were confusing in whether which one is the best for me...

lastly, i was made a decision that are

" stop thinking and turn off to get rest !"

let GOD make the decision for me....

Summer vacation...

2009-08-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

one weeks of summer vacation,

for me >>> ............................it's meaningless ...

cos after 1 weeks of this vacation ,

i m going to facing

MY TEST 2 examination...

....wtf....

i still have lotsa of unknown for me to do research,

so,in this last minute,

i m going to bust one's ass on my studies

till here lol , i will keep my blog always keep on date..

i dun noe wat i m thinking for,i were feeling with u but not sure...

how should i do ?

wao....!!!~webding words

2009-08-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

~holiadys is coming~

mean =~

~holidays is coming~

shit!!!

2009-08-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

how can i be so careless ?

m i too out of luck ?

WHERE was MY KEY GONE ???

are it lose due to carelessness ???

i need to make some change of my life-style...
someone told me, every person will lose his/her 100 time of "THING" ,
so , should i fell cheerful of lose this small item...???

-玉-米-

2009-08-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

路，该怎么走，交错复杂，下一站会在哪里-

路，该往哪走，幸福的方向，会否就在前方-

路，走得太累，是否停留，等待，也许更加幸福-

- 竹-风 -玉-米-

TAGged....

2009-08-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

Instructions for fellow sheep: You've been tagged, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
7 am lol

2. How do you like your steak?
i like fillet steak only...haha

3. What was the last movie you saw at the cinema?
BLOOD-The last vampire..

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Anything tat can make me excited...haha!

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
Arctic Ocean or Barbados...too pretty ed

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Forced to drink a cup of hot drink =.=

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
cuisine nouvelle lol...am i fastidious ? haha

8. What foods do you dislike?
seafood but allegic cant eat....

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
above tree...a restaurant in JB

10. Favorite dressing?
smart n casual lol

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
JAGUAR...

12. What are your favorite clothes?
anything tat can cover my body from naked...no leaf!!!

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
around the world

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full
????

15. Where would you want to retire?
too early to plan la...

16. Favorite time of day?
morning, if i can wake up..haha

17. Where were you born?
a place have doc. n nurse lol...noob! it must be HOSPITAL ...dun ask bored question, ok!

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
........

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
......

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
.......every

122. Bird watcher?
bored....

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
nite la...nowdays where got morning person o ???

24. Do you have any pets?
no...

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
....too long...lazy to type la...

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
lawyer...

27. What is your best childhood memory?
...too many

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
nooo..both wrong...

29. Are you married?
no

30. Always wear your seat belt?
always...

31. Been in a car accident?
of course

32. Any pet peeves?
nope

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
...

34. Favorite Flower?
any

35. Favorite ice cream?
any

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
A & W

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
nope

38. From whom did you get your last email?
....

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
any...

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
nonono...

41. Like your job?
like...

42. Broccoli?
taste good

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Redand island...

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
fren...

45. What are you listening to right now?
....

46. What is your favorite color?
WHITE N BLACK..

47. How many tattoos do you have?
DUN HAVE

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
a few

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8.15

50. Coffee Drinker?
yup

1 st TEST finished

2009-07-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

After 3 month time in TARC ,

i really a fall in the pit , a gain in my wit...

i really learnt a lot from my ,teacher ,senior and junior ...thanks !

meanwhile, i was enjoy my college life...haha!

This day fortnight ,i had finished my 1st test of A -Level art...

whether i knew tat my result was not too perfect but i will keep improve

and put effort on it...

recently, i m lazy to update my blog bcos i dun have such extra time to let

me siting in front my laptop to write a lot a lot of moonshine as expletive RUBBISH at all!!!

haha...

2 more days is going to d end of month of July, means tat it's going to be month of August!

i m looking forward to this month bcos holiday is on this month!!! haha

i m really really expect go back to meet my family and old friend...

so, to anticipate got a lot of joyful...

till here la , continue on next posting...

YahoOoO......

2009-07-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

MY laptop is function perfectly now...
thanks to the technician just collect rm60 with me!
hope "it " don't sick again,haha!

btw, 2morrow i m going back to kl again,
bcos Monday got class la...

omg,pure math! somebody help me ???

expect play badminton v u

2009-07-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

STRESS

MY LAPTOP WAS SICKED...it STOP function properly ....

how ? god bless it get well soon...

4 july

2009-07-05T08:24:00.000-07:00

I went Genting Highland with my fren yesterday night...
We started at 8pm and reached there around 9 pm,
after we reached there we go book hotel room,but unfortunately
all was reserved!!!
Then ,we walk around and wait for available room at the same time,
Finally,we got it!
we reserved a deluxe room at around 12 midnight,
but we din feel any tired,still full of energy!haha....
After that ,we went for entertainment zone,
we saw 2 crazy pro guys which play the basketball machine KEEP
brush new record 900++ marks!
pro man!
After that,we sauntered up and down around the outdoor n indoor until 4++ am and
then went back for rest!
we checked out on the afternoon n went back...

After came back , i m going to suffer for the exam month...
so,GOD BLESS me and u all fren!!!

2009-07-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

2009-06-21T18:52:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
i m at college now ,wtf man!
i get my new timetable!!! mad..really really mad.>_<
r that really is a timetable?
how does the management of college do?
i never saw before the timetable can be like that!

lecture classes at 8 am and the next classes will be at wat time ?
don u noe ?GUESS IT!!!
DUN BE SURPRISE!

the answer will be is 12 of noon !
so, wat should i do in this leisure time ?

till here, i gtg!

2009-06-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

Going back to KL

damn ,shit!!!
Two weeks of holiday like a dash...so fast!
2 more day i m going back to KL,back to college!
I did't do what actually i should do, contrary i was do a lot of bull shit in this holidays!
waste time only.

MISS U

JPJ

2009-06-10T00:29:00.000-07:00

I PASSED !!!

A(H1N1) .!!!

2009-06-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

VIRUS!!! VIRUS!!! VIRUS!!!

A new A(H1N1) case was confirmed in Malaysia today (6 June) SO UNLUCKY!!! bringing the total confirmed cases in the country to seven.Our life is in imminent danger whether our healthy of department had take any possible ways to guard the virus,but still failed at some times.

WHAT EXACTLY A(H1NI) IS ?
does anybody noe ?

many of people just noe tat it is 1 type of flu only, let me explain to u all!

Influenza A virus subtype H1N1, also known as A(H1N1), is a subtype of influenzavirus A and the most common cause of influenza(flu) in humans. Some strains of H1N1 are endemic in humans, including the strain(s) responsible for the 1918 flu pandemic which killed 50-100 million people worldwide. Less virulent H1N1 strains still exist in the wild today, worldwide, causing a small fraction of all influenza-like illness and a large fraction of all seasonal influenza. H1N1 strains caused roughly half of all flu infections in 2006. Other strains of H1N1 are endemic in pigs (swine influenza) and in birds (avian influenza).

WHAT MANNER WE SHOULD TAKING TO PREVENT FROM INFECTED?

the answer will be no and just HOPE for GOD IS ALWAYS BLESSING YOU !!!...haha
just for joking only!The best manners is buy a gauze mask and wear it all the time !!!

boring...meaningless saturday!

THE Most Poisonous Animals in the World‏

2009-06-05T09:25:00.000-07:00

The top prize for The World Most Venomous Animal,would go to the Box Jellyfish.
It has caused at least 5,567 recorded deaths since 1954.
Their venom is among the most deadly in the world. Its toxins attack the heart, nervous system, and skin cells. And the worst part of it is that jelly box venom is so overpoweringly painful, that human victims go in shock, drown or die of heart failure before even reaching shore. Survivors experience pain weeks after the contact with box jellies..

You have virtually no chance to survive the venomous sting, unless treated immediately. After a sting, vinegar should be applied for a minimum of 30 seconds. Vinegar has acetic acid, which disables the box jellys nematocysts that have not yet discharged into the bloodstream (though it will not alleviate the pain). Wearing panty hose while swimming is also a good prevention measure since it can prevent jellies from being able to harm your legs.

Jelly box can be found in the waters around Asia and Australia.SO, for those whos diving and swimming amateurs, please beware for this type of animals!!!

holidays....

2009-06-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

After 3 weeks of classes,
and i meet 2 week of holidays now.
In 3 weeks of college life-style,
it make me changed a lot from past.
i became more independent ,
wisely manage my daily life table,
gain ground my communicate ability ,
and more brave to make friend ....haha!
Meanwhile,i chose 4 of the subject which is
general paper,economics,mathematics & business studies..

other than that,
i was trouble in making a decision whether i should choose law
or mathematics,make me headache!!!
i need to do a wise decision between 2 of these subject,
at the last
i chose math!sxxk.....
if 2 of this subject can take together,it wont make me toilsome!!
hope my choice would not make me regret in the future!!!
haha...

2009-05-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

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you all must be more patiencet for waiting my new blog,

however,dun be disappointed because i will post a good news

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